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I have a thought. What will happen if everyone can go to see their past life? Will that change everything in the future? What if they remain to stay in their past life with the original? Will they encounter problems? Will the conflict arise? Or will the be new life in the future? 😵
Or will the time-lapse happen in between?
I presume the world will become chaos. Everyone will try to fix their past problem. The world war may happen to re-determine the winner. However, do all these things would benefit the future? As many said, the future is untold and do whatever is needed. 🌏 It is like bringing the dead to life. 😱
Well sometimes I was thinking do negativity impact my brain? Did I always think past regret without noticing my happiness in front? And do I not feel happy at all? 💦
I am somewhere I can be proud of in my forte area. I am good at accounting, giving advise and good listener. Surround with people with different kind of attitude truly broader my kind of view. Their experience become my foremost teacher. Their mistake was my teacher. Observing people is what I always did. Just sat on the bench at park and scanning all type of people will truly amazed your view. 🎭
So, why need to be in the past? Why should we go to past-future? And why change everything that had been done? History repeat itself if one cannot remember. 💁 Just forget your life and you will definitely repeat your past life. 😂
Just remember everything you wish come with a price. Sometimes, it may be worst than a wish itself. And until you realize, the harm has been done. 🔥 Your regret become as one of your past life. Until then, you will remember the history did repeat itself. 🌌
Devil Love Letter,
Kira
Friday, 24 May 2019
Thursday, 23 May 2019
Almost A Year!
Dear Love,
It's been a while since I was writing to this blog. It had became forgotten for almost a year. 😰 Hmm~ what's make I start the writing again? Probably because I have nothing going on in my hand. 😓 ❕
Actually there is so much to say, so much to write and so much to think. But the minute my hand start to touch the keyboard, everything vanished in instance. I could not type or think about anything. A silence moment for myself!! But during this year I managed to reflect myself very well I think. I managed to see my potential, my forte and my credibility. I have tried lots of thing and regret many things and I am still stand up at the edge of world.
I've told people to keep trying harder, let's move on for life chapter and everything is going to be good. I kept telling people you can do it, you are born a star and you are destined to be a successor. 🌈 But the end, I was the one whose stumble, black-sheep and a failure. My past always be my biggest regret. Sometimes, the IF question keep haunting me. 😢 The question of past regret is always hanging never left. Yes, many said keep trying and you will find a new beginning. 😞 However, it has been two years and it come back and almost every day. Heaven knows how hard I've tried. Maybe I haven't tried hard enough. Or maybe I had never tried before. And maybe I never wanted to leave my past. 😔
And now, a holy month of Ramadan had arrived. 🌙 I have re-shuffle all my life goals and started to see my life on the other side. It has been very difficult and almost give up everyday. 😝 But slowly yet surely, I manage to achieve. Yes, very slow but everything is start to figure out. I manage to find a little happiness in the journey and confidence in between. Now, I am using my own pace and walk on my path without any worry. I didn't give any damn to other people and never see any competition. I have my own passion and I will strive to it. 💪
I think that would be enough for today. I'll keep you posted. Thank you! 😘
Love,
[アテｲカ]
It's been a while since I was writing to this blog. It had became forgotten for almost a year. 😰 Hmm~ what's make I start the writing again? Probably because I have nothing going on in my hand. 😓 ❕
Actually there is so much to say, so much to write and so much to think. But the minute my hand start to touch the keyboard, everything vanished in instance. I could not type or think about anything. A silence moment for myself!! But during this year I managed to reflect myself very well I think. I managed to see my potential, my forte and my credibility. I have tried lots of thing and regret many things and I am still stand up at the edge of world.
I've told people to keep trying harder, let's move on for life chapter and everything is going to be good. I kept telling people you can do it, you are born a star and you are destined to be a successor. 🌈 But the end, I was the one whose stumble, black-sheep and a failure. My past always be my biggest regret. Sometimes, the IF question keep haunting me. 😢 The question of past regret is always hanging never left. Yes, many said keep trying and you will find a new beginning. 😞 However, it has been two years and it come back and almost every day. Heaven knows how hard I've tried. Maybe I haven't tried hard enough. Or maybe I had never tried before. And maybe I never wanted to leave my past. 😔
And now, a holy month of Ramadan had arrived. 🌙 I have re-shuffle all my life goals and started to see my life on the other side. It has been very difficult and almost give up everyday. 😝 But slowly yet surely, I manage to achieve. Yes, very slow but everything is start to figure out. I manage to find a little happiness in the journey and confidence in between. Now, I am using my own pace and walk on my path without any worry. I didn't give any damn to other people and never see any competition. I have my own passion and I will strive to it. 💪
I think that would be enough for today. I'll keep you posted. Thank you! 😘
Love,
[アテｲカ]
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