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I have a thought. What will happen if everyone can go to see their past life? Will that change everything in the future? What if they remain to stay in their past life with the original? Will they encounter problems? Will the conflict arise? Or will the be new life in the future? 😵
Or will the time-lapse happen in between?
I presume the world will become chaos. Everyone will try to fix their past problem. The world war may happen to re-determine the winner. However, do all these things would benefit the future? As many said, the future is untold and do whatever is needed. 🌏 It is like bringing the dead to life. 😱
Well sometimes I was thinking do negativity impact my brain? Did I always think past regret without noticing my happiness in front? And do I not feel happy at all? 💦
I am somewhere I can be proud of in my forte area. I am good at accounting, giving advise and good listener. Surround with people with different kind of attitude truly broader my kind of view. Their experience become my foremost teacher. Their mistake was my teacher. Observing people is what I always did. Just sat on the bench at park and scanning all type of people will truly amazed your view. 🎭
So, why need to be in the past? Why should we go to past-future? And why change everything that had been done? History repeat itself if one cannot remember. 💁 Just forget your life and you will definitely repeat your past life. 😂
Just remember everything you wish come with a price. Sometimes, it may be worst than a wish itself. And until you realize, the harm has been done. 🔥 Your regret become as one of your past life. Until then, you will remember the history did repeat itself. 🌌
Devil Love Letter,
Kira
Friday 24 May 2019
Thursday 23 May 2019
Almost A Year!
Dear Love,
It's been a while since I was writing to this blog. It had became forgotten for almost a year. 😰 Hmm~ what's make I start the writing again? Probably because I have nothing going on in my hand. 😓 ❕
Actually there is so much to say, so much to write and so much to think. But the minute my hand start to touch the keyboard, everything vanished in instance. I could not type or think about anything. A silence moment for myself!! But during this year I managed to reflect myself very well I think. I managed to see my potential, my forte and my credibility. I have tried lots of thing and regret many things and I am still stand up at the edge of world.
I've told people to keep trying harder, let's move on for life chapter and everything is going to be good. I kept telling people you can do it, you are born a star and you are destined to be a successor. 🌈 But the end, I was the one whose stumble, black-sheep and a failure. My past always be my biggest regret. Sometimes, the IF question keep haunting me. 😢 The question of past regret is always hanging never left. Yes, many said keep trying and you will find a new beginning. 😞 However, it has been two years and it come back and almost every day. Heaven knows how hard I've tried. Maybe I haven't tried hard enough. Or maybe I had never tried before. And maybe I never wanted to leave my past. 😔
And now, a holy month of Ramadan had arrived. 🌙 I have re-shuffle all my life goals and started to see my life on the other side. It has been very difficult and almost give up everyday. 😝 But slowly yet surely, I manage to achieve. Yes, very slow but everything is start to figure out. I manage to find a little happiness in the journey and confidence in between. Now, I am using my own pace and walk on my path without any worry. I didn't give any damn to other people and never see any competition. I have my own passion and I will strive to it. 💪
I think that would be enough for today. I'll keep you posted. Thank you! 😘
Love,
[アテｲカ]
It's been a while since I was writing to this blog. It had became forgotten for almost a year. 😰 Hmm~ what's make I start the writing again? Probably because I have nothing going on in my hand. 😓 ❕
Actually there is so much to say, so much to write and so much to think. But the minute my hand start to touch the keyboard, everything vanished in instance. I could not type or think about anything. A silence moment for myself!! But during this year I managed to reflect myself very well I think. I managed to see my potential, my forte and my credibility. I have tried lots of thing and regret many things and I am still stand up at the edge of world.
I've told people to keep trying harder, let's move on for life chapter and everything is going to be good. I kept telling people you can do it, you are born a star and you are destined to be a successor. 🌈 But the end, I was the one whose stumble, black-sheep and a failure. My past always be my biggest regret. Sometimes, the IF question keep haunting me. 😢 The question of past regret is always hanging never left. Yes, many said keep trying and you will find a new beginning. 😞 However, it has been two years and it come back and almost every day. Heaven knows how hard I've tried. Maybe I haven't tried hard enough. Or maybe I had never tried before. And maybe I never wanted to leave my past. 😔
And now, a holy month of Ramadan had arrived. 🌙 I have re-shuffle all my life goals and started to see my life on the other side. It has been very difficult and almost give up everyday. 😝 But slowly yet surely, I manage to achieve. Yes, very slow but everything is start to figure out. I manage to find a little happiness in the journey and confidence in between. Now, I am using my own pace and walk on my path without any worry. I didn't give any damn to other people and never see any competition. I have my own passion and I will strive to it. 💪
I think that would be enough for today. I'll keep you posted. Thank you! 😘
Love,
[アテｲカ]
Thursday 13 September 2018
Helpless?! （〜^∇^)〜
Ohisashiburi Reader-san!
Today I don't feel doing anything. ::>_<:: I feel helpless. Did I? Well something that you find yourself lost in thought wondering in your very own mind. I just sit and doing nothing, watched every corner of the room, thinking about everything and wake up non-remembered. +_+ What is happening to me doing these days I really didn't know.
(p′︵‵。) I missed something I shouldn't miss. I need something I don't even know what it is. I want something that I can't even remember. ~>_<~ Human is a fragile thing. I hurt, I crawl and I cry. All was done alone. ~T_T~ Sometimes being alone was the best thing I ever feel, however we are exists not to be alone. We are existing to be completed by what we are called partner. The best question is "who is going to be my partner?". =￣ω￣=
I counldn't answer. There is not Yes or No but Will or Will Not. I need to be lead. I am tired being a leader. Sometimes I need to receive an instruction. However, whom should I follow. Whose should I trust. ╯︿╰ Everyone always said the answer will come. What you have to is to wait. Patience is beyond everything. ＠(￣-￣)＠
However, whatever is outside of the door is mine to grab. Let me take my time and enter the world. Yes, I am not ready but I never give up. Yes, I may give a thousand excuses but I never turned around. No, I will not stop but I will go further. No, I may not finish on time but I will success in every path. (´･_･`)
What I've got to do is to believe. Believe in myself. (*＾▽＾)／
Love,
Writer.
Today I don't feel doing anything. ::>_<:: I feel helpless. Did I? Well something that you find yourself lost in thought wondering in your very own mind. I just sit and doing nothing, watched every corner of the room, thinking about everything and wake up non-remembered. +_+ What is happening to me doing these days I really didn't know.
(p′︵‵。) I missed something I shouldn't miss. I need something I don't even know what it is. I want something that I can't even remember. ~>_<~ Human is a fragile thing. I hurt, I crawl and I cry. All was done alone. ~T_T~ Sometimes being alone was the best thing I ever feel, however we are exists not to be alone. We are existing to be completed by what we are called partner. The best question is "who is going to be my partner?". =￣ω￣=
I counldn't answer. There is not Yes or No but Will or Will Not. I need to be lead. I am tired being a leader. Sometimes I need to receive an instruction. However, whom should I follow. Whose should I trust. ╯︿╰ Everyone always said the answer will come. What you have to is to wait. Patience is beyond everything. ＠(￣-￣)＠
However, whatever is outside of the door is mine to grab. Let me take my time and enter the world. Yes, I am not ready but I never give up. Yes, I may give a thousand excuses but I never turned around. No, I will not stop but I will go further. No, I may not finish on time but I will success in every path. (´･_･`)
What I've got to do is to believe. Believe in myself. (*＾▽＾)／
Love,
Writer.
Thursday 30 August 2018
The Late Night Post!
Hello Readers!
It's been a while since I am blogging. I had left this for almost a year and it was so suddened Gmail had set me a notification about this blog. It triggered me to write again when I was read my past letter and it make me think that what happened in past year. 😫 Well, I do have past regret but I got to move on and I am still in the process. 💪 It did took lots of time but never worried about my pace of time because my happiness is all depend on me! 😇
People, please never doubt your happiness and never ever compare your happiness with others. Your is always truly yours and never be the same with someone. However, never closed your door of happiness to anyone and let the happiness bloom into others life.🌷 In my life, I have thought alots of thing and worries about things I shouldn't until I reached one point which I decided not to think anymore. 😔 The day that I decided to let my problem walk through is actually the best day of life! 😎
Problem would never end and that was my lesson! 😑 But you've got to enjoy the problem and solve it along the way and that is the best way to live a happy life. 😍 The best thing is to learn to love your problem as much as you want it to be solved. Enjoy and make memories in everything you've done. You will learn how to appreciate. 💃 You decided your life. Do remember, happiness is something worth to create not to wait. 👸
Love,
The writer
It's been a while since I am blogging. I had left this for almost a year and it was so suddened Gmail had set me a notification about this blog. It triggered me to write again when I was read my past letter and it make me think that what happened in past year. 😫 Well, I do have past regret but I got to move on and I am still in the process. 💪 It did took lots of time but never worried about my pace of time because my happiness is all depend on me! 😇
People, please never doubt your happiness and never ever compare your happiness with others. Your is always truly yours and never be the same with someone. However, never closed your door of happiness to anyone and let the happiness bloom into others life.🌷 In my life, I have thought alots of thing and worries about things I shouldn't until I reached one point which I decided not to think anymore. 😔 The day that I decided to let my problem walk through is actually the best day of life! 😎
Problem would never end and that was my lesson! 😑 But you've got to enjoy the problem and solve it along the way and that is the best way to live a happy life. 😍 The best thing is to learn to love your problem as much as you want it to be solved. Enjoy and make memories in everything you've done. You will learn how to appreciate. 💃 You decided your life. Do remember, happiness is something worth to create not to wait. 👸
Love,
The writer
Sunday 19 March 2017
To choose or To be chosen?!
Dear readers,
Our life had served us to make a decision in whatever we do. The choices or decisions we make will determine our future. 😘 However, some choice will lead to a failure in life. Or it will lead to an unhappy forever after. 😪 Haha kind of negativity here! I cannot brain myself sometimes when I have to make a decision. It really makes my heart uncomfortable and make me think all the times. 😭
Sometimes, ovethinking about something will make you decide on something unimportant. But, as human beings and especially girls, women or lady, we loved to think hard. Very hard! 😂 It's not we think critically just hard. We bring the problem everywhere. The smallest problem will lead to big problem. A problem can be solved in one day, we bring and make it harder to decide. 😝 That is people called girls. 😣
This problem which I face now it's kind a choices I have to make. To stay or to leave. 😢 A mixed feeling of mine which I couldn't handle it. I love the current one but I have to move if I look for an advancement. The upscalling skills and for a better future. ☺ But if I left, I might not be able to find the colleques that I had now. The one who I can share opinions and work together as if nothing is impossible when we are together. 😄
Now, I have to decide. No excuse should be given but a solution. 😣 I will tell you where my future path will lead me to. 😉 Stay tuned okay?.
Love,
The writer.
Our life had served us to make a decision in whatever we do. The choices or decisions we make will determine our future. 😘 However, some choice will lead to a failure in life. Or it will lead to an unhappy forever after. 😪 Haha kind of negativity here! I cannot brain myself sometimes when I have to make a decision. It really makes my heart uncomfortable and make me think all the times. 😭
Sometimes, ovethinking about something will make you decide on something unimportant. But, as human beings and especially girls, women or lady, we loved to think hard. Very hard! 😂 It's not we think critically just hard. We bring the problem everywhere. The smallest problem will lead to big problem. A problem can be solved in one day, we bring and make it harder to decide. 😝 That is people called girls. 😣
This problem which I face now it's kind a choices I have to make. To stay or to leave. 😢 A mixed feeling of mine which I couldn't handle it. I love the current one but I have to move if I look for an advancement. The upscalling skills and for a better future. ☺ But if I left, I might not be able to find the colleques that I had now. The one who I can share opinions and work together as if nothing is impossible when we are together. 😄
Now, I have to decide. No excuse should be given but a solution. 😣 I will tell you where my future path will lead me to. 😉 Stay tuned okay?.
Love,
The writer.
Tuesday 14 March 2017
Chances! Fated! Destiny!
Dear readers,
Previously, I had written about I was laid off as the company downsized. However, there is always a rainbow after rain. 💖 God know what is the best for me. I didn't know whether I will get or not but for surely I will work until I finally get it. 💪
This is my chance to prove to my former boss that I can be with a better company. A company who will treasure their employee very much. 😃 I got three called for an interview and all are coming from Jobstreets. Some people said this web didn't help them very much. However, this web really do help me and thank you so much for giving me a better opportunity to be even better. 👍
When you got called for various types of industries, it means you have a plenty of choice and you can choose which is the best for you. You may choose which pay you the highest or you may choose which is the best for your personality. Whatever your choice is, it will become your responsibilities. 😇 Don't worry too much because everything can be done. Think simple and you will get through all the challengers you will face. 😉
I currently have taken Master in Foodservice Management at UiTM. 😎 The best for me is to stay in the Food & Beverage industries as it is par with my current studies. However, I am thinking to venture into another industries to learn and understand more about various industries and how did the account work for them. What are you study will become a bonus for you but it doesn't mean you have to follow the lead or the road. 😜 They are a lot of road in front of me and I can choose all but it takes time. But time never be such a barrier to me. As long as I have will to learn everything can be done. 💪
Now, I am waiting for the interview session and please pray the best for me. ✌ Whatever the results are, the world doesn't end. I still can improve, in fact I can do lots more and make the person who will reject me regret. 😎 Just proved to them that you are the best. Yes, I am the best! 😊 Let's start this whole over again and it's never been too late to start a new thing unless you decide to stop then it's become late. 😉 Trust yourself as you have endured everything until now to be what you are now! 👩
Love,
The writer.
Previously, I had written about I was laid off as the company downsized. However, there is always a rainbow after rain. 💖 God know what is the best for me. I didn't know whether I will get or not but for surely I will work until I finally get it. 💪
This is my chance to prove to my former boss that I can be with a better company. A company who will treasure their employee very much. 😃 I got three called for an interview and all are coming from Jobstreets. Some people said this web didn't help them very much. However, this web really do help me and thank you so much for giving me a better opportunity to be even better. 👍
When you got called for various types of industries, it means you have a plenty of choice and you can choose which is the best for you. You may choose which pay you the highest or you may choose which is the best for your personality. Whatever your choice is, it will become your responsibilities. 😇 Don't worry too much because everything can be done. Think simple and you will get through all the challengers you will face. 😉
I currently have taken Master in Foodservice Management at UiTM. 😎 The best for me is to stay in the Food & Beverage industries as it is par with my current studies. However, I am thinking to venture into another industries to learn and understand more about various industries and how did the account work for them. What are you study will become a bonus for you but it doesn't mean you have to follow the lead or the road. 😜 They are a lot of road in front of me and I can choose all but it takes time. But time never be such a barrier to me. As long as I have will to learn everything can be done. 💪
Now, I am waiting for the interview session and please pray the best for me. ✌ Whatever the results are, the world doesn't end. I still can improve, in fact I can do lots more and make the person who will reject me regret. 😎 Just proved to them that you are the best. Yes, I am the best! 😊 Let's start this whole over again and it's never been too late to start a new thing unless you decide to stop then it's become late. 😉 Trust yourself as you have endured everything until now to be what you are now! 👩
Love,
The writer.
Monday 13 March 2017
Dream On!
Dear readers,
Have you ever dream on something or you ever feel that this is not my life destiny! I were meant to be somebody else, something else or something different from the life I current;y lead on with. 😇 Well, I assumed everyone did it once unless you had achieved the highest hierarchy of your needs. 😂 Can't you think of somebody may proud to what he is now? 😒 Well, I can say probably "Donald Trump". Okay! Stop! No politician! No economy! Leave to the experienced one if we want to discuss about it. Well I don't want to be in that boring group! 😐
Let's talk about my story here. I am somebody who really love to dream. I like to be everything. Let' s say I watched "Naruto", I will think that my destiny should be a Ninja! Well, actually it is I envy the kind of life the character lived. I want to be that strong, not on the physical but the mentality too. This "Naruto" taught me a lots of thing that I would never learned in real world. The beauty of friendship. 😉 I may give up along the way but as long as I know there is someone who always stay beside me either family or friends, I will never stop. 😊 Believe in your way doesn't mean everyone has to accept what you will carry one. 😄 However, never stop on what you believe because someday people will start to believe in you and you know you have the potential to succeed. If I were to be one character of " Naruto", I want to be someone who has strong will of fire like Naruto, confidence as Sasuke, loyalty showed by Sakura, supporter as Sai and a bright leader shown by Kakashi. These people taught so much even they are not real. Their character live in your heart forever.😏
Hehe 😄 That is one of my kind of dream. But I do have dream to be loved and cared by someone. Hey! It is not wrong to dream because it is your own creativity to design! 😍 Sometimes how I wish I had a childhood friend who will always be with me. Well, if you asked me, I'll prefer boys. Haha 😇 Some manga or anime showed a female character have his childhood friends and probably one of them in love with each other. I want to be in those situations. It's sound selfish but being cared by somebody since we were small it is something you cannot trade with! 😎 You will be loved by the person and everyone envy with your existence and you can be proud of it. 👯 You will have a miserable life but trust me it will be part of beautiful memories that you will not ever regret. 😉 Oh! by the way did I mention I dreamt not only had one childhood friends but at least 3 or 4 are good and they were all guys! 😁
Above all, the most of all people ever dream on is to be rich. Money! World! Idol! 😁 I want to be one too! Somebody who has money but too much money. Until the time I don't know where to spend anymore because the money will never reduce. 😅 I want to buy everything I see! I want to give everyone in need! I want to make the world a better place! Well, I want to do everything I can with the money I had! 😎 A big house, somebody will fetch me and someone will patiently wait for me at home. I will have my own butler and be in love. Haha 😂 So much to do if I have a lot money and I can't imagine where I will go everyday with my private jet. 😍 Party everyday!
In the end, dream is not as per reality. You cannot be what man made character be but you can follow your dream and achieved what you design to be. Dream is a motivation that you create for yourself to be even better what you dream on to be. Part of you now have the "Naruto", you find out that is enough to have somebody you care and loved be by your-side always and your life is more than enough even you are not rich as long as you are happy. 😍 Sometimes, you may lose something to gain everything, however you will learn happiness exist in every way you take. 😄 Your life is your journey. You are the hero/heroin of your story, the rest are the supporting actor/actress. The other main character?! 👫 You can make decision who you want to choose because you are the director of your story. The ending you will decide before you start the story. 😃 In the middle, you will face hardship because the actor/actress left, but don't worry, you have so much to choose. The one who stayed is the one should be grateful too because they made your story until the end. 👫 Always be kind and have courage.
Love,
The writer.
Have you ever dream on something or you ever feel that this is not my life destiny! I were meant to be somebody else, something else or something different from the life I current;y lead on with. 😇 Well, I assumed everyone did it once unless you had achieved the highest hierarchy of your needs. 😂 Can't you think of somebody may proud to what he is now? 😒 Well, I can say probably "Donald Trump". Okay! Stop! No politician! No economy! Leave to the experienced one if we want to discuss about it. Well I don't want to be in that boring group! 😐
Let's talk about my story here. I am somebody who really love to dream. I like to be everything. Let' s say I watched "Naruto", I will think that my destiny should be a Ninja! Well, actually it is I envy the kind of life the character lived. I want to be that strong, not on the physical but the mentality too. This "Naruto" taught me a lots of thing that I would never learned in real world. The beauty of friendship. 😉 I may give up along the way but as long as I know there is someone who always stay beside me either family or friends, I will never stop. 😊 Believe in your way doesn't mean everyone has to accept what you will carry one. 😄 However, never stop on what you believe because someday people will start to believe in you and you know you have the potential to succeed. If I were to be one character of " Naruto", I want to be someone who has strong will of fire like Naruto, confidence as Sasuke, loyalty showed by Sakura, supporter as Sai and a bright leader shown by Kakashi. These people taught so much even they are not real. Their character live in your heart forever.😏
Hehe 😄 That is one of my kind of dream. But I do have dream to be loved and cared by someone. Hey! It is not wrong to dream because it is your own creativity to design! 😍 Sometimes how I wish I had a childhood friend who will always be with me. Well, if you asked me, I'll prefer boys. Haha 😇 Some manga or anime showed a female character have his childhood friends and probably one of them in love with each other. I want to be in those situations. It's sound selfish but being cared by somebody since we were small it is something you cannot trade with! 😎 You will be loved by the person and everyone envy with your existence and you can be proud of it. 👯 You will have a miserable life but trust me it will be part of beautiful memories that you will not ever regret. 😉 Oh! by the way did I mention I dreamt not only had one childhood friends but at least 3 or 4 are good and they were all guys! 😁
Above all, the most of all people ever dream on is to be rich. Money! World! Idol! 😁 I want to be one too! Somebody who has money but too much money. Until the time I don't know where to spend anymore because the money will never reduce. 😅 I want to buy everything I see! I want to give everyone in need! I want to make the world a better place! Well, I want to do everything I can with the money I had! 😎 A big house, somebody will fetch me and someone will patiently wait for me at home. I will have my own butler and be in love. Haha 😂 So much to do if I have a lot money and I can't imagine where I will go everyday with my private jet. 😍 Party everyday!
In the end, dream is not as per reality. You cannot be what man made character be but you can follow your dream and achieved what you design to be. Dream is a motivation that you create for yourself to be even better what you dream on to be. Part of you now have the "Naruto", you find out that is enough to have somebody you care and loved be by your-side always and your life is more than enough even you are not rich as long as you are happy. 😍 Sometimes, you may lose something to gain everything, however you will learn happiness exist in every way you take. 😄 Your life is your journey. You are the hero/heroin of your story, the rest are the supporting actor/actress. The other main character?! 👫 You can make decision who you want to choose because you are the director of your story. The ending you will decide before you start the story. 😃 In the middle, you will face hardship because the actor/actress left, but don't worry, you have so much to choose. The one who stayed is the one should be grateful too because they made your story until the end. 👫 Always be kind and have courage.
Love,
The writer.
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