Thursday, 13 September 2018

Helpless?! (〜^∇^)〜

Ohisashiburi Reader-san!

Today I don't feel doing anything. ::>_<:: I feel helpless. Did I? Well something that you find yourself lost in thought wondering in your very own mind. I just sit and doing nothing, watched every corner of the room, thinking about everything and wake up non-remembered. +_+ What is happening to me doing these days I really didn't know.

(p′︵‵。) I missed something I shouldn't miss. I need something I don't even know what it is. I want something that I can't even remember. ~>_<~ Human is a fragile thing. I hurt, I crawl and I cry. All was done alone. ~T_T~ Sometimes being alone was the best thing I ever feel, however we are exists not to be alone. We are existing to be completed by what we are called partner. The best question is "who is going to be my partner?". = ̄ω ̄=

I counldn't answer. There is not Yes or No but Will or Will Not. I need to be lead. I am tired being a leader. Sometimes I need to receive an instruction. However, whom should I follow. Whose should I trust. ╯︿╰ Everyone always said the answer will come. What you have to is to wait. Patience is beyond everything. @( ̄- ̄)@

However, whatever is outside of the door is mine to grab. Let me take my time and enter the world. Yes, I am not ready but I never give up. Yes, I may give a thousand excuses but I never turned around. No, I will not stop but I will go further. No, I may not finish on time but I will success in every path. (´・_・`)

What I've got to do is to believe. Believe in myself. (*^▽^)/

Love,
Writer.